Monday, September 27, 2004

too much happened since prelims ended, so i shall just highlight a few things.

prelims are OVER! but guess i'd start revising today. no time to spare.

to be completely honest, i think i'd get average results. i won't say i did badly, but definitely not good enough. JC? maybe, just maybe, but even so, probably not a good one. i'm a little scared.

had trio outing, after so long! gonna have another study outing this saturday, but MIGHT have to postpone because toro's coming. it's his birthday.

so. nette and i just went around buying and buying and buying posters of energy. hahah. very happy :) i love being able to see energy everywhere i turn.

had lady in me day today. it was normal, nothing special.

escaped from some rubbish talk and ate nydc at holland v! with annie, da and laura. i had a free main course PLUS mudpie (and lots of apologies too) just because i found one tiny strand of hair in the pasta.

damn. mosquito attack! super itchy!

anyway, sat at starbucks and talked for q long after that. HMMMMMMMMM...

and, one last thing. to me, energy will always be shuwei, kunda, ahdi, milk and toro. always. i don't want to judge if i like toro or energy more, because energy is energy, not energy and toro.

i wish i didn't have to be so self conscious. sometimes i really wonder if you actually read this. but i guess not, why would you?

7:21 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

oh my gosh.

they're not hosting enews or 5 du c anymore. they're not hosting anymore!

zyzglb6zhx is not enough, not enough AT ALL :'(

2:41 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

i'm drained. -collapse onto the floor-

i was supposed to do five transformation qns today. only did one so far :D

watched xi ha pi tou 4 just now. forced myself to finish it because of toro. but, oh, the disgust i felt.

watched the first episode of mijiale too. wasn't supposed to even touch it until after prelims. but i was disciplined enough to stop watching halfway!

oh and yesterday's papers. for history, both chinas came out, one for sbq, one for seq. i feel REALLY bad, but yeah, i'm lucky. and for amaths, it was so much easier than paper one. i mean, at least i could finish almost every qn, compared to paper one's..

the dumb thing is. everyone could prove the trigo but i couldn't! i just want to pass.

watched the ghost with annie after that. it was a DAMN scary show, i wanted to die! maybe it's just cause it's been ages since i last watched a horror show.

might be going out tmr to teach siying chemistry.

to all the physics and physics/chemistry people, JIA YOU! just a little bit more.

and to all the biology people, it's not over yet. i'm sorry i had to remind you. (esp lisa. emaths and amaths are two different things.)

nette just told me sth very cute. da ding (shuwei's character in mjl) is the type that would cry and cry and say "wo xian zai hen bu shuang!" hahah, how cute.

qing ni hui tou,
wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou

9:19 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

just read w's blog. feeling energised now :) but abit sad.

-counts- 5 more papers to go. history, amaths 2, biology and chemistry practicals and emaths 2. hmmm. very scared for the practicals.

i'm not going to a jc, definitely 95% not. i've already decided to work! but where and what, still considering the choices.

monday
emaths 1. it was alright, but i'm still upset over my coordinates qn. $%#@*

literature. i did very badly for my bonsetter's and i don't know why. it was a really easy qn (i'm not trying to sound anything, it's a known fact that it wasn't a tough qn at all), and my arguement had to be rubbishly, ridiculously weak. so there goes my A2. probably a B4.

tuesday
social studies. so, switzerland came out. oops! that increased my chance of passing from 0% to 40%.

amaths 1. hahah. i'm pretty ok with it, maybe a 30+/80.

wednesday
biology. screwed that up majorly, as in MAJORLY, the structured part. i refuse to talk abt it.

today
chemistry! i'm happy with it :D maybe a B4.

so you see, the B4+B4+B4+B4+B4+B4+B4+B4 = no jc.

but, there's still hope in my lit. firstly, i think my avftb and unseen poetry was alright. secondly, IF mrs rupa marks my bonesetter's, yep, there's still hope :D prays hard.

tmr is history and amaths 2. both subjects i don't really care much abt. not so much the amaths 2, but since i didn't do well for the 1st, why bother?

wah. this prelims ah. -shakes head- perhaps i didn't study hard enough. i think i deserved more than that for biology, because i really, really did put in effort. oh well.

i'm going to sleep now. good night!

fan zhe wo men de zhao pian, xiang nian ruo ying ruo xian


1:38 PM

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

listening to jay's wo de di pan. it's actually q cute what. hahah.

been downloading SO many shows, all ready for the end of Os. then i'll spend days and nights in front of the computer, watching ou xiang jus after ou xiang jus. now i get what my sister meant by i have no life. well, i'm not patient enough to keep going to the same shopping centres again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again. singapore is so small!

i have this disgustingly gigantic ulcer UNDER my tongue, and it prevented me from speaking properly for the past few days. better now though.

i think i have a toothache :(

so. i went to school today, to waste my time. literally did abt 9 VERY easy emaths olevel qns. you know, the easy paper one qns? yeah.

steamboat! last time there before it closes for good.

after that, annie and i did sth a little crazy. i feel so guilty. -whispers- we went to watch cinderalla story. hope my mom didn't hear that :S it was alright. q sweet, but very typical. she's fat, but the guy is hot :D

oh. and i bought energy 4ever (YES i happen to know i'm slow) and mjl ost gai ban with little shuwei. took abt a mth to decide that it's worth buying. but i forgetfully left little shuwei with annie.

i'm not really an energy fan......

ok, maybe i am. energy will always be made up of five people, so yes, i guess i am. but don't generalise "fans". i hate that term. it's so closely connected to cHiLdIsH aNd uNcOoL (hahah, nette!) but i guess we are all too judgemental and in(un?)flexible to try to change our own selfish, subjective thinking. i admit i'm like that, because 556.. i shall not continue.

"Four different voices. But i love all. Off key, soothing, powerful and squeaky. Haha! :)"

five different voices! off key, soothing, powerful, squeaky and flat. i don't know how else to describe toro's singing, flat. i love soothing shuwei the most :D voice only! (did you rank that according to your liking? looks like it.)

i tell you, you have no idea how much i HATE to watch that video. :''''''''''''''''''(

off to learn more about galvanised iron and stainless steel!

i still, i still do.



1:52 AM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

-jumps around- i'm SO happy, and i love shuwei about 5 times more now :D

nettey nette nette, you just made my night!

2nd september's enews, 10th minute, and 57th second.

they FINALLY talked abt 5 people energy and shuwei was like -covers and hides face- "xin suan". (although with a smile) and this milk talked so loud, i had to replay abt 20 times before i could make out what shuwei said after that. i could only catch "something something shi si ge ren le". AHHHH. but STILL.

siying's coming over at 815am tmr to watch top of the forbidden city. yeah, stupid kone and stupid shaowei. (minus jr LA) heading for chemistry mock test together at 10am. the school just won't spare us.

sth very funny just happened!

sister : where's the picture with rain rain wearing specs?
me : oh, i gave it toro.
sister and boyfriend : what !? you gave it to toro?

but i really did what!

1:10 AM

Friday, September 03, 2004

skillful is the american spelling of skilful. in other words, since we're under the british system, skilful is correct! :P



6:24 PM

Thursday, September 02, 2004

happy birthday milk!

exactly a month from now, it'll be toro's :D

been going around, telling the old woman "joke" from nette's blog to everyone. check it out, it's good! hahah.

the three champions lied to me and told me that school ends at 11am today so i happily went, thinking that i'd be home in no time >:( so in the end, no, they went for their seminar, while i was contemplating if i shd stay or go. evidently, i chose to go, with annie! hahah. so now i'm at home :D

i'm not hungry, not sleepy, not in the mood to do anymore amaths that drove me mad last night. so there's really nothing i can do, but i guess i'll go sleep after this.

steamboat's going to close down AGAIN. for real, this time. q sad.

prelims are starting tmr. that sounds very scary, but i'm not feeling anything yet.

i want to get maybe 16-18 for L1R5, i hope that's not too much to ask for. a b3 for english, b3 for emaths, b4 for chemistry, b3 for biology, a2 for lit, and the a1 for chinese is safe. setting rather low expectations for my emaths, but don't want to take any risks, because i need to give english abit more flexibility. i don't even understand why i'm working so hard for amaths when i know so clearly i won't be able to do it. this is a very stressful topic.

off i go!

hai zi men yan zhong de xi wang,
shi she me xin zhuang

12:46 PM