Saturday, October 23, 2004
i'm going on a hiatus. till then, study hard.
1:01 PM
not forgetting wasting my 9pm-10pm in front of the tv, desperately waiting for toro to appear, but guess what, he didn't >:( oh and i hate to admit this, but fiona xie is really pretty. the only thing i can confidently say i beat her at is that i speak chinese ALOT better than her. however, that's not sth to be smug about cause i think everybody can.
i'm still slacking, somebody save me..
and. i still have no idea which JC to go to. this is so, so bad.
life is so unpredictable. i think we don't deserve half the bad things that has ever happened to us, but instead of dwelling on it, we should embrace this uncertainty, and cherish all that we have.
all sulphates are soluble except Pb, Ba, Ca. all chlorides, iodides and bromides are soluble except Pb and Ag.
11:47 PM
I just wanted to say that I hope you can forget just as I've forgotten. I hope you can forgive me, because if I hurt you, I'm sorry."
- LuLing, The Bonesetter's Daughter
waiting for you, i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me in the night
super nice song!
3:23 PM
- Mrs Ow Swee Lan
(sth like that. not exact words.)
HAHAH. what a lousy testimonial! mrs ow is the last person in the world who should call me conscientious and focused. why? because she teaches me history :P
and i'm q happy with my amaths what. B4 ok!
then when she talked to me personally, she said that i have three B4s, and it's very ugly, so i should do a few more sums of amaths to push me up one grade, not give up on my combined humanities (which is out of the qn), and, she said, i shouldn't be getting B4 for biology. she said if i had gotten A1, i'd have gotten 7 points. *nods in agreement
(imagine that. 7 POINTS. GOSH. as smart as annie!)
problem is, i didn't get A1! i'm probably stupid, since i studied so damn hard for it.
but, i'm happy with my results, i really am.
mrs ow, you're really q nice, although i know you never thought too highly of me.
anyway, today was weird. i don't know. i didn't feel much, but my heart is aching now :'( i'd miss all of you.
actually, i was going to do a long "recap" of the four years i spent in crescent, but decided against it, cause all my four years had been revolving around the same (boring) people. hahah!
so, in the end, i wrote a letter to everyone who has made a huge (i specify, huge) impact on my life. added up to about 6 people i think. annie and siying had no letters from me! hahah :P hey, i made lisa cry while i reading my sweet and touching letter! some of them, ok, one of them really took a lot of courage, but i'm glad i did it in the end.
oh, i guess it isn't that the rest don't matter, some of you do, it's just that, the bond isn't strong enough, and i really didn't think i'd have much to write. some are friends who used to mean alot, and some are just not close enough. i wanted everything to come from the heart, and i didn't want you to be on the receiving end of my insincerity. i guess you will know you are, i still love you!
thanks for all the letters and little gifts, i really appreciate you guys.
and the juniors for the shirts, sorry for making you wait so long. take care of crescent netball, the job is all yours now.
ong, you've been a great chairperson, and you've made our class livelier and happier in so many ways. your short, tear jerking speech will stay with me. 3S2 '03, 4S2 '04!
thank you for everyone who had crossed paths with me one way or another in my four years. i might have forgotten the little things you've done for me, but i believe that at that point of time, it meant something to me. thank you for making my crescent life so beautiful.
too much to say, too little time.
i'll bring the memories along with me till my dying day.
to my best friends, i love you guys. never once did we falter as our sorority held us firm.
shou qian shou, wo de peng you
singapore idol time. GO OLINDA, GO JERRY! i hope christopher gets out. >:(
8:24 PM
i love my mommy so much, so much :D cause she drives me to school and buys me clothes. (just kidding!)
went for dinner at swissotel. I HATE THE LIFT. -rubs tummy- been trying to "swell" it down but i keep going out for dinner, so.
seems like i don't have much of a choice. SAJC? but i really want to be with my friends..
let's not touch on that now. not when i'm feeling abit better. but i thank God i have nette :D
wah, i live beside this madhouse. they laugh TEN times louder than annie. imagine that! plus, it's that laughter X 20 people.
conclusion:
i have this thing for strangers, AND short people. this is bad.
Won't you wear my ring around your neck
To tell the world I'm yours, by heck
Let them see your love for me
And let them see by the ring around your neck
Won't you wear my ring around your neck
To tell the world I'm yours, by heck
Let them know I love you so
And let them know by the ring around your neck
hahah, what a cute song. lisa got me addicted to it!
and to the jerry ong-haters: i'm going to vote for him, whether you like it or not, even though i know he'll go out in a week or two. he touched me with his sincerity. i'm less superficial than the christopher michael lee supporters. it's not all about good looks.
11:18 PM
reasons for my depressing day
1) annie, i ________ grape _____ on the ___.
2) i saw a shuwei look-alike at the hotel, and he was so cute i think i'm going to die missing him.
3) my sister just told me that my whole family thinks i look like Xiao S. oh, what a tragedy.
4) same old reason. i'm so afraid that even nette will slip away from understanding this soon.
5) i failed my social studies and i have to retake it tmr. lol.
6) i didn't go for my history elective mock test today so i have to retake it tmr. so i'll be taking the mock tests of my two favourite subjects tmr. (oh, i didn't fail my history. surprise, surprise.)
7) my MJLZW episode 8 refuses to download anymore, but it is only at 91%.
i'm just kidding. most of them are really superficial reasons. but again, i'm a superficial person with no substance. i think 2 and FOUR are contributing alot to my foul mood.
WHICH JC WHICH JC WHICH JC WHICH JC WHICH JC?
-covers face-
let me set goals for my Os, just like nette has done.
English - B3
Chinese - A1
Amaths - B4
Emaths - A1
Chemistry - A1
Biology - B3
Literature - A1
Combined Humanities - C6
L1R5 - 10. that's extremely weird. it was supposed to be 12. nevermind, let's just say i'm giving space for my lousy biology and my inconsistent chemistry. oh, and the ever-so-uncertain literature. afterall, mrs rupa is not going to be marking my paper. hahah.
mrs ow said not to give up on my CH. but i have no choice, i can't not give up. it's such a sad thing that i'm not allowed to drop it.
nette just said that being shy is a definite plus point for a guy. i agree, wholeheartedly. i like goodlooking, muscular, tall, tanned, clever, sporty, shy, sweet, and loving guys. i AM superficial, got a problem with that?
"@#$%^& who would have thought i have to take lit as my L1r5. wth right?" - lisa
HAHAHAHAH. who would have thought i'd end up taking CH into my L1R5? yes, i got the same grade for my biology and my amaths as well, but that's only after mod. so there. always expect the unexpected.
last thing.
IT IS NOT JERRY ONG'S FAULT HE IS IN. CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL LEE SHOULD BLOODY GO AND DIE BECAUSE DAVID YEO DESERVES IT SO MUCH MORE THAN HE DOES.
ni zhi dai wo zai deng ni ma...
10:53 PM
i got a C5, and i did study hard.
MCQ - 32/40
Section B - 40.5/80
Practical - 19/40 i mean, who fails their practical !?
i honestly hope that made you feel better.
1:26 PM
- Lynette
i'm depressed. i never expected this to happen, you know that? never.
10:54 PM
8:23 PM
nette, don't worry, i still don't like K One. i never will!
so tired now. shall put pictures of my wall up too!
i love energy, have i ever told you that? :D
10:13 PM
it's my ai ai's birthday today :D going to pick him up from the airport later in the morning. *prays with all my might that the flight is correct. but he's coming with the jungiery idiots.
i refuse to talk about it.
but you know what? i hate jungiery, i really do. they will pay for what they're doing. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate jungiery. i mean, hello, club 183 or 123 or 7 ugly flowers or whatever rubbish? knock knock, mr sun fat pig, where are you brains?
anyhow, today was a great day. tmr will be an even better day!
12:00 AM
and yes, i still love lit, but i think it'd have been more enjoyable if i didn't have to do SO MANY in one night.
i don't know how to let you know how much i hate A View from the Bridge. beatrice is a weakling for being so loyal. i hate her loyalty.
off to read!
1:12 AM
i'm going on a hiatus. till then, study hard.
1:01 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
not forgetting wasting my 9pm-10pm in front of the tv, desperately waiting for toro to appear, but guess what, he didn't >:( oh and i hate to admit this, but fiona xie is really pretty. the only thing i can confidently say i beat her at is that i speak chinese ALOT better than her. however, that's not sth to be smug about cause i think everybody can.
i'm still slacking, somebody save me..
and. i still have no idea which JC to go to. this is so, so bad.
life is so unpredictable. i think we don't deserve half the bad things that has ever happened to us, but instead of dwelling on it, we should embrace this uncertainty, and cherish all that we have.
all sulphates are soluble except Pb, Ba, Ca. all chlorides, iodides and bromides are soluble except Pb and Ag.
11:47 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
I just wanted to say that I hope you can forget just as I've forgotten. I hope you can forgive me, because if I hurt you, I'm sorry."
- LuLing, The Bonesetter's Daughter
waiting for you, i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me in the night
super nice song!
3:23 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004
- Mrs Ow Swee Lan
(sth like that. not exact words.)
HAHAH. what a lousy testimonial! mrs ow is the last person in the world who should call me conscientious and focused. why? because she teaches me history :P
and i'm q happy with my amaths what. B4 ok!
then when she talked to me personally, she said that i have three B4s, and it's very ugly, so i should do a few more sums of amaths to push me up one grade, not give up on my combined humanities (which is out of the qn), and, she said, i shouldn't be getting B4 for biology. she said if i had gotten A1, i'd have gotten 7 points. *nods in agreement
(imagine that. 7 POINTS. GOSH. as smart as annie!)
problem is, i didn't get A1! i'm probably stupid, since i studied so damn hard for it.
but, i'm happy with my results, i really am.
mrs ow, you're really q nice, although i know you never thought too highly of me.
anyway, today was weird. i don't know. i didn't feel much, but my heart is aching now :'( i'd miss all of you.
actually, i was going to do a long "recap" of the four years i spent in crescent, but decided against it, cause all my four years had been revolving around the same (boring) people. hahah!
so, in the end, i wrote a letter to everyone who has made a huge (i specify, huge) impact on my life. added up to about 6 people i think. annie and siying had no letters from me! hahah :P hey, i made lisa cry while i reading my sweet and touching letter! some of them, ok, one of them really took a lot of courage, but i'm glad i did it in the end.
oh, i guess it isn't that the rest don't matter, some of you do, it's just that, the bond isn't strong enough, and i really didn't think i'd have much to write. some are friends who used to mean alot, and some are just not close enough. i wanted everything to come from the heart, and i didn't want you to be on the receiving end of my insincerity. i guess you will know you are, i still love you!
thanks for all the letters and little gifts, i really appreciate you guys.
and the juniors for the shirts, sorry for making you wait so long. take care of crescent netball, the job is all yours now.
ong, you've been a great chairperson, and you've made our class livelier and happier in so many ways. your short, tear jerking speech will stay with me. 3S2 '03, 4S2 '04!
thank you for everyone who had crossed paths with me one way or another in my four years. i might have forgotten the little things you've done for me, but i believe that at that point of time, it meant something to me. thank you for making my crescent life so beautiful.
too much to say, too little time.
i'll bring the memories along with me till my dying day.
to my best friends, i love you guys. never once did we falter as our sorority held us firm.
shou qian shou, wo de peng you
singapore idol time. GO OLINDA, GO JERRY! i hope christopher gets out. >:(
8:24 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i love my mommy so much, so much :D cause she drives me to school and buys me clothes. (just kidding!)
went for dinner at swissotel. I HATE THE LIFT. -rubs tummy- been trying to "swell" it down but i keep going out for dinner, so.
seems like i don't have much of a choice. SAJC? but i really want to be with my friends..
let's not touch on that now. not when i'm feeling abit better. but i thank God i have nette :D
wah, i live beside this madhouse. they laugh TEN times louder than annie. imagine that! plus, it's that laughter X 20 people.
conclusion:
i have this thing for strangers, AND short people. this is bad.
Won't you wear my ring around your neck
To tell the world I'm yours, by heck
Let them see your love for me
And let them see by the ring around your neck
Won't you wear my ring around your neck
To tell the world I'm yours, by heck
Let them know I love you so
And let them know by the ring around your neck
hahah, what a cute song. lisa got me addicted to it!
and to the jerry ong-haters: i'm going to vote for him, whether you like it or not, even though i know he'll go out in a week or two. he touched me with his sincerity. i'm less superficial than the christopher michael lee supporters. it's not all about good looks.
11:18 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
reasons for my depressing day
1) annie, i ________ grape _____ on the ___.
2) i saw a shuwei look-alike at the hotel, and he was so cute i think i'm going to die missing him.
3) my sister just told me that my whole family thinks i look like Xiao S. oh, what a tragedy.
4) same old reason. i'm so afraid that even nette will slip away from understanding this soon.
5) i failed my social studies and i have to retake it tmr. lol.
6) i didn't go for my history elective mock test today so i have to retake it tmr. so i'll be taking the mock tests of my two favourite subjects tmr. (oh, i didn't fail my history. surprise, surprise.)
7) my MJLZW episode 8 refuses to download anymore, but it is only at 91%.
i'm just kidding. most of them are really superficial reasons. but again, i'm a superficial person with no substance. i think 2 and FOUR are contributing alot to my foul mood.
WHICH JC WHICH JC WHICH JC WHICH JC WHICH JC?
-covers face-
let me set goals for my Os, just like nette has done.
English - B3
Chinese - A1
Amaths - B4
Emaths - A1
Chemistry - A1
Biology - B3
Literature - A1
Combined Humanities - C6
L1R5 - 10. that's extremely weird. it was supposed to be 12. nevermind, let's just say i'm giving space for my lousy biology and my inconsistent chemistry. oh, and the ever-so-uncertain literature. afterall, mrs rupa is not going to be marking my paper. hahah.
mrs ow said not to give up on my CH. but i have no choice, i can't not give up. it's such a sad thing that i'm not allowed to drop it.
nette just said that being shy is a definite plus point for a guy. i agree, wholeheartedly. i like goodlooking, muscular, tall, tanned, clever, sporty, shy, sweet, and loving guys. i AM superficial, got a problem with that?
"@#$%^& who would have thought i have to take lit as my L1r5. wth right?" - lisa
HAHAHAHAH. who would have thought i'd end up taking CH into my L1R5? yes, i got the same grade for my biology and my amaths as well, but that's only after mod. so there. always expect the unexpected.
last thing.
IT IS NOT JERRY ONG'S FAULT HE IS IN. CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL LEE SHOULD BLOODY GO AND DIE BECAUSE DAVID YEO DESERVES IT SO MUCH MORE THAN HE DOES.
ni zhi dai wo zai deng ni ma...
10:53 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
i got a C5, and i did study hard.
MCQ - 32/40
Section B - 40.5/80
Practical - 19/40 i mean, who fails their practical !?
i honestly hope that made you feel better.
1:26 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
- Lynette
i'm depressed. i never expected this to happen, you know that? never.
10:54 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
8:23 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
nette, don't worry, i still don't like K One. i never will!
so tired now. shall put pictures of my wall up too!
i love energy, have i ever told you that? :D
10:13 PM
it's my ai ai's birthday today :D going to pick him up from the airport later in the morning. *prays with all my might that the flight is correct. but he's coming with the jungiery idiots.
i refuse to talk about it.
but you know what? i hate jungiery, i really do. they will pay for what they're doing. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate jungiery. i mean, hello, club 183 or 123 or 7 ugly flowers or whatever rubbish? knock knock, mr sun fat pig, where are you brains?
anyhow, today was a great day. tmr will be an even better day!
12:00 AM
Friday, October 01, 2004
and yes, i still love lit, but i think it'd have been more enjoyable if i didn't have to do SO MANY in one night.
i don't know how to let you know how much i hate A View from the Bridge. beatrice is a weakling for being so loyal. i hate her loyalty.
off to read!
1:12 AM