Saturday, April 30, 2005
Today was ROCKING!
Went shopping with my sister and I got a white handbag, a YELLOW skirt (it's really cute), a yellow top to match, a baby blue top and my enormous loopy earrings. And guess what? SHE PAID! Haha. So happy.
Dinner with Annie and Brenda. Miss those darls of mine so much. Had THOMSON PRATA! (Germsy, :P) Had a great talk with them :D
I'm gonna have Math tuition tmr! I need it. Did I mention abt my 0.5/25? HAHA. Anyway, I'm exicted cause it's with Maylene, Giel, Germs, Apple and Jo! It's gonna be so fun man.
Off to go call Maylene and watch TV. <3
Look at the stars, look how they shine for YOU.
11:27 PM
So many things happened today. I don't know how to process everything, but I'm just really sorry.
Now I have full confidence. We're making it into the second round, and then the semi-finals. Nothing can stop us.
And, what you feel I feel it too.
10:15 PM
Today was a much better game compared to Monday's, I feel. Gotta give credit to Atalia for putting in such jaw-dropping (haha) shots and Tric's beautiful passes. And of course, to the rest of team, think they all played really well.
As the NJC match gets nearer and nearer...
But I was thinking today. If even I, as their team mate, their faithful (heh heh heh) supporter don't have full confidence, then who's going to believe in them? So I choose to believe with my heart, and give them all the support I can provide them with. We can and will do it.
Ata, pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease take care. Please. And Maylene, you have no idea how proud I am of you.
Annie came down today! -Beams-
You're really one f-ing bastard and you know that ;)
Off to bathe then do PI. Boohoohoo.
10:03 PM
DRAGGED myself out of bed. Was really exhuasted. School was just normal, but had q a few lectures so it wasn't so bad. Short day.
Then came the best part. Slacked and talked with so many people for like 6 hrs? Espcecially Jo and Huishan! Haha. Had such a fun session with them. Have I ever mentioned Jo? Anyway she's just this super cute person who never fails to make my day with her sunshine smile. Haha. And "studied" with Jason for a while too! He spat seaweed on "my" notes!!! Gross.
The good old days eh?
Well well, gotta do some work now. Match against YJ tmr.
Giel? -HUG HUG-
Hurts to look into your lovely eyes.
10:13 PM
I really hope they'll all keep going, mentally and physically. They weren't playing their best today, but I believe they'll do better and better. I'm really scared for the NJC match but I believe in them, they deserve it so damn much.
UP AND ON!
GIEL - HAHA I read Maylene's taggie. You're so inflexible leh! Look to your right, click the "guestbook", type your big name, then whatever sweet words you have for me and click "CLICK". Easy peasy? Anyway, you take care okay? You still have a weak ankle to nurse so don't over-exert. Okay, no life netballers WILL catch up with work soon. LOVE!
9:09 PM
Life's been too hectic. I have no social life... it's just netball school netball school netball school netball school. You get the idea. Oh, and food and netballers.
I'm very scared. I took a Math test on Thursday, first 5 topics. I'm quite certain I'm gonna get 2/25, that is if I'm lucky. I don't want things to be like that either, but I just can't catch up. Sigh, but I'm starting to work, really am. Just hope things will be okay soon, with the netballers pushing me on and all.
Season's starting on Monday, but Ali, Ata, Giel and ZhenLi are currently out due to injuries etc. It's really very worrying, but I believe in us. We can do it.
I don't have much to blog abt since I have no life.
I hate the way I feel abt myself. I don't want to look down on myself this way, but I can't help it. I'm too scared to look into the mirror, but I can't stop eating either. This gotta stop.
Anyway, to all the people I've been neglecting for the past few weeks, a thousand apologies, really. Some shout-outs to let you know you're far from forgotten.
ANNIE - You know I love you and that's enough. Always here, no matter how busy I am. Get that into your head hor!
SIYING - I was quite sad to receive your msg today. I don't know. Lots of things have happened since we last talked, I just don't see how we're gonna catch up. For awhile you seemed too caught up with your own life, and I did try but you "ignored" me without realising it I guess. Now that everything's a mess, I just want you to know I'm still here.
HUISHAN - Everything that has to be said is in the letter. Life's not complete without you.
NETTE - Come home earlier you pig. Miss you and all your "stories" ;)
I'm so out of love. I just want someone here next to me to hold my hand, walk down this path with me.
Alright, off I go. Bathe, then gather some energy to do work. Yes, it's a Friday night but I have to do my work. Bye babes. Love.
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again, but always in my heart
10:07 PM
Had a very energetic weekend :D I love those boys of mine.
Well, I'd spare you from all the details but bottomline is 1) I spent 21 hours of my weekend with Nette and 2) Energy ROCKS.
I've been studying abit more each day. Which is good. My concentration span is abt 15 mins now, compared to the 2 mins one week ago. I'd work hard!!!
So tmr's the beginning of another 5 day routine. Not looking forward to it at all, but thank goodness I have netballers to look forward to.
Our last week before season starts. So scary...
Closest thing to perfect; but the farthest thing from me
11:17 PM
Why do you always have to stoop so low, doing things like this over and over again.
7:45 PM
These few trainings have been very inspiring.
I need to start working. I need need need to.
Okay off I go. Like a little child, I miss Santa and his presents.
11:50 PM
Now I'm not only fat, I'm ugly too.
I don't think you realise how self-centred you are. Your sentences to me never ever seem to start with "you", it's always "I I I". It's always abt how your life is, how your day was, how this and that did what to you, and never me. Never. Even when big things happens, it's still you. As always.
Fat and ugly, fat and ugly, fat and ugly, fat and ugly, FAT AND UGLY. Why can't anyone just UNDERSTAND. I hate hate hate feeling like this. So.. so unloved, so f-ing worthless. Like I'm not good enough to be anywhere.
I don't know how to talk abt netball, to use "us" or "them". But bottom line is I'm scared. I really hope we can do it.
Why can't I have more friends like Maylene? People who'd drop messages like "Please don't tell me you're caught in the rain. Keep warm okay?". You (yeah same person) should feel so ashamed of yourself.
I'm starving but my ugly teeth hurts SO MUCH I can't eat.
Hate the way I allow my ups and downs to be controlled by your every action and word.
If only you knew...
On a lighter note, I can't wait for Saturday. My darling ENERGY, they're coming :D Gonna give airport (always end up not being able to see them anyway) and chasing (no $$ no time) a miss, straight to queue up for their mini-concert.
Sigh. You know sometimes I miss them so much. I miss the way my life used to revolve around them, they were my Sun, my rain, my laughter, my tears, my everything. I don't know why I let them go but there's no turning back now. I still remember how Nette and I used to msg each other "51" when their MTVs come on, how we used to squeal when we hear a tiny piece of news abt them. I miss those days. Shallow yes, but happy. Isn't that enough?
10:01 PM
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Sometimes it still hurts to think about you. Just sometimes. And then I wonder how I'd react if I see you on the streets some day. Would I be strong enough to say a simple hello?
11:07 PM
I am going to catch up on my Econs. After 3+ mths of complete slacking, I'm going to start pulling up my socks. Gonna start with the easiest topic, I honestly have NO idea how to catch up with the other 3 by myself. Help.
Going for buffet dinner with Annie bestie later. Before my dreadful day...
Signing off,
PENCIL ;) MUAR MUAR!
2:36 PM
GERMS, TIAN, HSIN, TRIC, YZ, JEN, ATA, GIEL.
i love u ppl. seriously i do. -hugz-"
Maylene
"the whole week's bin quite slacking. spent most of my time with the netballers. they really make my days. they totally rawk my world. cant imagine my life without them. i find it so amazing how we can get so close like some 10 years friends. haha. i just feel so comfortable with them around."
Yingzhen
Sometimes it scares me too. But I'm so thankful for each and every single one of you. Apple, Ata, Germs, Giel, Jen, Maylene, Tric, Yingzhen. Life wouldn't be the same without you guys. Not forgetting our CRAZY seniors. Haha they're so hilarious they make me want to die laughing sometimes.
Anyway, had trng today. 2.4km run :( I hate hate hate running but I know this can't go on. I wasn't comfortable with their pace right from the start but I know it's my responsibility to train till I can keep up without feeling like dying. I'd do it despite my immense hatred for running. But nonetheless, I'm still glad I pushed till the end. Thanks Ata for being there, much appreciated.
Tanglin Halt with some of them for dessert after that. Ali and Tric went mad la, really. Kekekekekeke?
I'm so sad. There's training with the J1s on Monday PLUS tryouts for new intakers but I can't go because I'm putting on dumb braces :( It's a damn bad day to miss!!! Boohoohoo.
Oh and I cut my hair. Look like China girl.
My endless insecurities, they're eating into every part of me. I want to let all these uncertainties out, I want someone to just understand. It hurts, really does.
Wish I could believe you're just an eyecandy (such a shallow word) but doesn't seem so, even your imperfections make me fall a little deeper.
8:59 PM
Mommy came back today!!! :D She brought SO MUCH good food.
Hahaha yes yes, I'm controlling my food intake, eating moderately. After all, I'm quite desperate for a higher self-esteem and I can't improve on that if I'm fat. Sigh... sometimes I don't know why I'm so bothered by it. I think abt it too damn much and I hate the way it affects every second of my life. But I really don't like to be called fat you see.
Everyone's been pretty down. I feel helpless.
Gonna catch up with my Mommy. (HAHA) Love!
11:10 PM
Stuff happened in the morning, and I really gotta thank Maylene, Huishan and Jan for being there. I was just throwing my unreasonable tantrum. But yeah.
Slacked...
Training in the rain. Was pretty okay. Sigh, really have so much to say abt how I feel towards netball and trainings now but 1) can't put thoughts into proper words 2) have no idea who'd actually be able to understand. Very mixed feelings.
But the netballers really make my day, you know that? :D
Sigh. It hurts so much having to act like it's okay. I want to let you know but I can't I just can't.
No school for me tmr.
9:22 PM
School has been so slack, I have no idea how I'm going to start getting myself back into the work mood. I'm starting to regret taking Bio already :(
Watched Miss Congeniality with netballers and Ubrina today. Hahaha... comedies just don't appeal to me. But had fun with those darlings of mine nonetheless.
It scares me just having to think abt how my life would be like if I hadn't picked up the courage to join netball. It's like, we're not exactly extremely heart-to-heart close, but they're the ones I know I can depend on when times are bad. With them, I don't feel like I'm forging superficial friendships.
Feel like a fool. I don't know what's going on anymore.
I have the weirdest neighbours. They scare me very much. I'm going to sleep with Jiejie tonight cause they're gonna come attack me.
12:44 AM
So... Siying came over to bake for her love today. She never did things like that for me before okay! So much for best friends being more important eh :P Okay la, kidding. -Hug hug-
Annie came over to slack too! Was great spending time with them.
I have no lessons tmr. ZERO. Nvm, I'm still going cause I want to wear my new shoes! Heh.
Gonna have self-training after school, then Trio Uniform Outing. Like, FINALLY right?
Everybody hates my poor mouse 'cause it's so lousy but it's okay, I refuse to change it.
Been waiting for Santa to drop me a surprise... in vain.
7:26 PM
Today was rocking! Spent time with Annie bestie. Had an uniform day :D The Eye 10 was plain DUMB, don't waste your cash. Oh, we saw a million and one people in town today. Oh oh oh, I got a bag and new shoes!!!
There you go. A little common I know, but I love them nonetheless.
Okay, let's have a little pictures-sharing session.
My new bed! I love the bedsheets okay. The <3<3<3s.
Girl stuff. I have a fetish for earrings.
Vainpot ah, this Rain.
Okay done. Think Annie and Siying are coming over to bake tmr. Can't wait.
:( There's no turning back already... my wasted heart will love you.
10:10 PM
Well, it's been a great week :D I've always been looking for love.. but little did I know it has been right beside me for so many yrs. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I'm officially with Annie. -BEAMS- Get over the shock peeps. We're in love. Darls, thanks for everything. You know I'd give up anything for you.
Okay anyway, orientation was boring. All the same stuff as O1.
BUT, netballers are officially crazy. And I really do mean, crazy. Hahaha. Had a helluva finale night with rain dance clan (netballers + ex-A42 peeps). It was SO fun and stupid because we couldn't stop rain dancing la!!! Hahaha. Love those maniacs.
In S61 again. Don't really feel much actually. But I'm glad Apple's in my class :D
MSN in screwed man!!!
Today wasn't a good day. But oh well, shit happens and I gotta be strong.
That's it. Probably gonna meet the babes and girlfriend tmr! Love.
Just kidding. It's April fool's day!!! Hahaha. I hope you didn't really fall for it man. I love my bestie :D
But my heart's with someone else! Heh heh heh. Love to see my #2 smile.
10:20 PM
Today was ROCKING!
Went shopping with my sister and I got a white handbag, a YELLOW skirt (it's really cute), a yellow top to match, a baby blue top and my enormous loopy earrings. And guess what? SHE PAID! Haha. So happy.
Dinner with Annie and Brenda. Miss those darls of mine so much. Had THOMSON PRATA! (Germsy, :P) Had a great talk with them :D
I'm gonna have Math tuition tmr! I need it. Did I mention abt my 0.5/25? HAHA. Anyway, I'm exicted cause it's with Maylene, Giel, Germs, Apple and Jo! It's gonna be so fun man.
Off to go call Maylene and watch TV. <3
Look at the stars, look how they shine for YOU.
11:27 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
So many things happened today. I don't know how to process everything, but I'm just really sorry.
Now I have full confidence. We're making it into the second round, and then the semi-finals. Nothing can stop us.
And, what you feel I feel it too.
10:15 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Today was a much better game compared to Monday's, I feel. Gotta give credit to Atalia for putting in such jaw-dropping (haha) shots and Tric's beautiful passes. And of course, to the rest of team, think they all played really well.
As the NJC match gets nearer and nearer...
But I was thinking today. If even I, as their team mate, their faithful (heh heh heh) supporter don't have full confidence, then who's going to believe in them? So I choose to believe with my heart, and give them all the support I can provide them with. We can and will do it.
Ata, pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease take care. Please. And Maylene, you have no idea how proud I am of you.
Annie came down today! -Beams-
You're really one f-ing bastard and you know that ;)
Off to bathe then do PI. Boohoohoo.
10:03 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
DRAGGED myself out of bed. Was really exhuasted. School was just normal, but had q a few lectures so it wasn't so bad. Short day.
Then came the best part. Slacked and talked with so many people for like 6 hrs? Espcecially Jo and Huishan! Haha. Had such a fun session with them. Have I ever mentioned Jo? Anyway she's just this super cute person who never fails to make my day with her sunshine smile. Haha. And "studied" with Jason for a while too! He spat seaweed on "my" notes!!! Gross.
The good old days eh?
Well well, gotta do some work now. Match against YJ tmr.
Giel? -HUG HUG-
Hurts to look into your lovely eyes.
10:13 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005
I really hope they'll all keep going, mentally and physically. They weren't playing their best today, but I believe they'll do better and better. I'm really scared for the NJC match but I believe in them, they deserve it so damn much.
UP AND ON!
GIEL - HAHA I read Maylene's taggie. You're so inflexible leh! Look to your right, click the "guestbook", type your big name, then whatever sweet words you have for me and click "CLICK". Easy peasy? Anyway, you take care okay? You still have a weak ankle to nurse so don't over-exert. Okay, no life netballers WILL catch up with work soon. LOVE!
9:09 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
Life's been too hectic. I have no social life... it's just netball school netball school netball school netball school. You get the idea. Oh, and food and netballers.
I'm very scared. I took a Math test on Thursday, first 5 topics. I'm quite certain I'm gonna get 2/25, that is if I'm lucky. I don't want things to be like that either, but I just can't catch up. Sigh, but I'm starting to work, really am. Just hope things will be okay soon, with the netballers pushing me on and all.
Season's starting on Monday, but Ali, Ata, Giel and ZhenLi are currently out due to injuries etc. It's really very worrying, but I believe in us. We can do it.
I don't have much to blog abt since I have no life.
I hate the way I feel abt myself. I don't want to look down on myself this way, but I can't help it. I'm too scared to look into the mirror, but I can't stop eating either. This gotta stop.
Anyway, to all the people I've been neglecting for the past few weeks, a thousand apologies, really. Some shout-outs to let you know you're far from forgotten.
ANNIE - You know I love you and that's enough. Always here, no matter how busy I am. Get that into your head hor!
SIYING - I was quite sad to receive your msg today. I don't know. Lots of things have happened since we last talked, I just don't see how we're gonna catch up. For awhile you seemed too caught up with your own life, and I did try but you "ignored" me without realising it I guess. Now that everything's a mess, I just want you to know I'm still here.
HUISHAN - Everything that has to be said is in the letter. Life's not complete without you.
NETTE - Come home earlier you pig. Miss you and all your "stories" ;)
I'm so out of love. I just want someone here next to me to hold my hand, walk down this path with me.
Alright, off I go. Bathe, then gather some energy to do work. Yes, it's a Friday night but I have to do my work. Bye babes. Love.
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again, but always in my heart
10:07 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Had a very energetic weekend :D I love those boys of mine.
Well, I'd spare you from all the details but bottomline is 1) I spent 21 hours of my weekend with Nette and 2) Energy ROCKS.
I've been studying abit more each day. Which is good. My concentration span is abt 15 mins now, compared to the 2 mins one week ago. I'd work hard!!!
So tmr's the beginning of another 5 day routine. Not looking forward to it at all, but thank goodness I have netballers to look forward to.
Our last week before season starts. So scary...
Closest thing to perfect; but the farthest thing from me
11:17 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Why do you always have to stoop so low, doing things like this over and over again.
7:45 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
These few trainings have been very inspiring.
I need to start working. I need need need to.
Okay off I go. Like a little child, I miss Santa and his presents.
11:50 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Now I'm not only fat, I'm ugly too.
I don't think you realise how self-centred you are. Your sentences to me never ever seem to start with "you", it's always "I I I". It's always abt how your life is, how your day was, how this and that did what to you, and never me. Never. Even when big things happens, it's still you. As always.
Fat and ugly, fat and ugly, fat and ugly, fat and ugly, FAT AND UGLY. Why can't anyone just UNDERSTAND. I hate hate hate feeling like this. So.. so unloved, so f-ing worthless. Like I'm not good enough to be anywhere.
I don't know how to talk abt netball, to use "us" or "them". But bottom line is I'm scared. I really hope we can do it.
Why can't I have more friends like Maylene? People who'd drop messages like "Please don't tell me you're caught in the rain. Keep warm okay?". You (yeah same person) should feel so ashamed of yourself.
I'm starving but my ugly teeth hurts SO MUCH I can't eat.
Hate the way I allow my ups and downs to be controlled by your every action and word.
If only you knew...
On a lighter note, I can't wait for Saturday. My darling ENERGY, they're coming :D Gonna give airport (always end up not being able to see them anyway) and chasing (no $$ no time) a miss, straight to queue up for their mini-concert.
Sigh. You know sometimes I miss them so much. I miss the way my life used to revolve around them, they were my Sun, my rain, my laughter, my tears, my everything. I don't know why I let them go but there's no turning back now. I still remember how Nette and I used to msg each other "51" when their MTVs come on, how we used to squeal when we hear a tiny piece of news abt them. I miss those days. Shallow yes, but happy. Isn't that enough?
10:01 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Sometimes it still hurts to think about you. Just sometimes. And then I wonder how I'd react if I see you on the streets some day. Would I be strong enough to say a simple hello?
11:07 PM
I am going to catch up on my Econs. After 3+ mths of complete slacking, I'm going to start pulling up my socks. Gonna start with the easiest topic, I honestly have NO idea how to catch up with the other 3 by myself. Help.
Going for buffet dinner with Annie bestie later. Before my dreadful day...
Signing off,
PENCIL ;) MUAR MUAR!
2:36 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
GERMS, TIAN, HSIN, TRIC, YZ, JEN, ATA, GIEL.
i love u ppl. seriously i do. -hugz-"
Maylene
"the whole week's bin quite slacking. spent most of my time with the netballers. they really make my days. they totally rawk my world. cant imagine my life without them. i find it so amazing how we can get so close like some 10 years friends. haha. i just feel so comfortable with them around."
Yingzhen
Sometimes it scares me too. But I'm so thankful for each and every single one of you. Apple, Ata, Germs, Giel, Jen, Maylene, Tric, Yingzhen. Life wouldn't be the same without you guys. Not forgetting our CRAZY seniors. Haha they're so hilarious they make me want to die laughing sometimes.
Anyway, had trng today. 2.4km run :( I hate hate hate running but I know this can't go on. I wasn't comfortable with their pace right from the start but I know it's my responsibility to train till I can keep up without feeling like dying. I'd do it despite my immense hatred for running. But nonetheless, I'm still glad I pushed till the end. Thanks Ata for being there, much appreciated.
Tanglin Halt with some of them for dessert after that. Ali and Tric went mad la, really. Kekekekekeke?
I'm so sad. There's training with the J1s on Monday PLUS tryouts for new intakers but I can't go because I'm putting on dumb braces :( It's a damn bad day to miss!!! Boohoohoo.
Oh and I cut my hair. Look like China girl.
My endless insecurities, they're eating into every part of me. I want to let all these uncertainties out, I want someone to just understand. It hurts, really does.
Wish I could believe you're just an eyecandy (such a shallow word) but doesn't seem so, even your imperfections make me fall a little deeper.
8:59 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Mommy came back today!!! :D She brought SO MUCH good food.
Hahaha yes yes, I'm controlling my food intake, eating moderately. After all, I'm quite desperate for a higher self-esteem and I can't improve on that if I'm fat. Sigh... sometimes I don't know why I'm so bothered by it. I think abt it too damn much and I hate the way it affects every second of my life. But I really don't like to be called fat you see.
Everyone's been pretty down. I feel helpless.
Gonna catch up with my Mommy. (HAHA) Love!
11:10 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Stuff happened in the morning, and I really gotta thank Maylene, Huishan and Jan for being there. I was just throwing my unreasonable tantrum. But yeah.
Slacked...
Training in the rain. Was pretty okay. Sigh, really have so much to say abt how I feel towards netball and trainings now but 1) can't put thoughts into proper words 2) have no idea who'd actually be able to understand. Very mixed feelings.
But the netballers really make my day, you know that? :D
Sigh. It hurts so much having to act like it's okay. I want to let you know but I can't I just can't.
No school for me tmr.
9:22 PM
School has been so slack, I have no idea how I'm going to start getting myself back into the work mood. I'm starting to regret taking Bio already :(
Watched Miss Congeniality with netballers and Ubrina today. Hahaha... comedies just don't appeal to me. But had fun with those darlings of mine nonetheless.
It scares me just having to think abt how my life would be like if I hadn't picked up the courage to join netball. It's like, we're not exactly extremely heart-to-heart close, but they're the ones I know I can depend on when times are bad. With them, I don't feel like I'm forging superficial friendships.
Feel like a fool. I don't know what's going on anymore.
I have the weirdest neighbours. They scare me very much. I'm going to sleep with Jiejie tonight cause they're gonna come attack me.
12:44 AM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
So... Siying came over to bake for her love today. She never did things like that for me before okay! So much for best friends being more important eh :P Okay la, kidding. -Hug hug-
Annie came over to slack too! Was great spending time with them.
I have no lessons tmr. ZERO. Nvm, I'm still going cause I want to wear my new shoes! Heh.
Gonna have self-training after school, then Trio Uniform Outing. Like, FINALLY right?
Everybody hates my poor mouse 'cause it's so lousy but it's okay, I refuse to change it.
Been waiting for Santa to drop me a surprise... in vain.
7:26 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Today was rocking! Spent time with Annie bestie. Had an uniform day :D The Eye 10 was plain DUMB, don't waste your cash. Oh, we saw a million and one people in town today. Oh oh oh, I got a bag and new shoes!!!
There you go. A little common I know, but I love them nonetheless.
Okay, let's have a little pictures-sharing session.
My new bed! I love the bedsheets okay. The <3<3<3s.
Girl stuff. I have a fetish for earrings.
Vainpot ah, this Rain.
Okay done. Think Annie and Siying are coming over to bake tmr. Can't wait.
:( There's no turning back already... my wasted heart will love you.
10:10 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
Well, it's been a great week :D I've always been looking for love.. but little did I know it has been right beside me for so many yrs. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I'm officially with Annie. -BEAMS- Get over the shock peeps. We're in love. Darls, thanks for everything. You know I'd give up anything for you.
Okay anyway, orientation was boring. All the same stuff as O1.
BUT, netballers are officially crazy. And I really do mean, crazy. Hahaha. Had a helluva finale night with rain dance clan (netballers + ex-A42 peeps). It was SO fun and stupid because we couldn't stop rain dancing la!!! Hahaha. Love those maniacs.
In S61 again. Don't really feel much actually. But I'm glad Apple's in my class :D
MSN in screwed man!!!
Today wasn't a good day. But oh well, shit happens and I gotta be strong.
That's it. Probably gonna meet the babes and girlfriend tmr! Love.
Just kidding. It's April fool's day!!! Hahaha. I hope you didn't really fall for it man. I love my bestie :D
But my heart's with someone else! Heh heh heh. Love to see my #2 smile.
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