Saturday, December 31, 2005
I'M BACK! Brought back with me loads of fun, a few "newfound" friends, busy days, a happy happy happy heart, and a big tummy.
(JUNE! I was made to drink yucky black powdery constipation tea that made me sister laosai 5 times but it's not taking effect on me at all...)
So Germ finally decided to send us the Christmas-party-at-Germ's-house photos :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
SAV wasn't impressive. And having absolutley no air-con is a big big big turn-off. But well, we girls had fun having pre-symbolic move exploration, didn't we?
Us fooling around at some LT
Us at the miniature caf
HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK: JASON'S BACK!
Like he said, it was as if he never left, as if things never even changed a single bit over the past 6 months. We gossiped, bitched, laughed, talked abt everything and anything under the sun; I missed his tears (haha), and lousy cannot-finish-my-creamy-pasta appetite, and I know he missed my "stop shaking!" whacks, and of course.. baking! Haha. It was so hard to say goodbye to him at that time, but it's amazing that the friendship we've established could still remain this way. Love love -wriggles my two fingers- :)
OG outing was good too. Back to our orientation, stress-free days.
OG 30/31 for you :)
<3<3<3
So basically, that was how my last week was spent.
Today's new year's eve! Annie, Brenda and Siying are coming over for a small gathering, and Annie and I are gonna whip up yummy dishes! Haha. (And to dear Joyce, don't worry abt it. Take care of yourself and we'll all be hoping for the best.) And after which, Annie's gonna stayover and we'll have our own mini countdown with Rain! (MAYLENE, what's wrong with that HUH?!)
School's reopening. Pro: I'll get to see 1=5 every single day :) Cons: EVERYTHING ELSE.
It's a shame. Things went out of control; I was so helpless. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. This will pass.
11:45 AM
We always say quality over quantity, but we all know that's bullshit.
AIYA, SOUR GRAPES. WE HAVE TO GROW UP!
On a lighter note, I'll be spending tmr with 1=5 :) We're gonna go SAV to explore! Haha how exciting huh? And then it's home for me to bake for late Christmas presents.
Oh btw, my mom and sister have been pestering me abt having a boyfriend. Reason? I talk lovey-dovey to all my friends. I think my mom even suspected Maylene. HAHAHAHA quite funny but I don't really blame her la. But it's getting on my nerves. Hmm so.. Tom Dick or Harry for you?!
Meeting Jason on Thurs, for OG lunch, and dinner with Huishan. Can't waittt :)
Happy boxing day. Goodnight world.
11:59 PM
So so so, MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)
And of course, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON! I swear I've got so damn much to talk to you abt, and I'm sorry we couldn't go pick you up. PLEASE call me when you read this (if you haven't already) cause I've been trying quite desperately to find means and ways to contact you (sorry Herngliang) and I MISS YOU LIKE SO MUCH. You're FINALLY back and yes we have have have to meet up. Lots of love.
Anyway, it was a lovely lovely lovely Christmas eve spent with loved one :)
And I met up with an old friend... we go way back but Christmas has always been special to us. I never expected to share such a friendship with this friend, but I'm glad nonetheless. So Daphne, Merry Christmas :)
By the way, dinner at Germ's house was FANTASTIC and we had a great gift-exchange session. The pictures will be up soon, I promise. I'd die for 1=5, seriously.
Annie Da Joyce Siying
It's been a long time since I last did shoutouts but I just read Joyce's entry and my heart ached. She's right, we haven't done enough for one another, not this year. One whole full year flew by, and the friendships I once thought I could keep forever slowly faded out of my life. We could have spent more time, talk, eat, laugh, cry more tgt... but we didn't. We all have our new lives and we're obviously on separate roads but I just want to let the four of you know how impt you still are to me. Your friendships were what shaped me into who I am today - because of you, I've learnt to treasure and to shower every single person I love with whole-hearted sincerity. Without you, I'd never ever ever ever have known what friendship was all about. And Joyce... you're still as strong as I rmb you to be. He's watching over you, so smile every day, he's smiling with you. Never once did we falter as our sorority held us firm.
It's late and I should go get some rest. But there's this nagging feeling I can't seem to shake off...
And when the streets turn dark and the crowds clear, would we still love the way we used to? Would we?
2:12 AM
Reliving the classroom memories!
Our favourite activity. (We were in the middle of a mahjong game btw) MAYLENE WHERE ARE YOU
Happy Birthday Jankor :) Trio outing on WEDNESDAY, and I enjoyed every single minute :)
So this was how my week has been. Baking for Christmas is shit fun, although my gingerbread man batches failed again and again. And as you can see, I've been spending time with my almost all of my favourite people in the world. Meeting Annie, Brenda, Joyce and Siying next Saturday for our late Christmas gathering :)
But today's highlight - CHRISTMAS DINNER WITH 1=5! We're going to Germ's house at night and gonna exchange presents. I'm like how super excited and yes, I'll snap lots of photos and bring it all back to show off here! Heh.
Holidays are coming to an end, and next year definitely will NOT be an easy year. We'd be juggling btn studies and intensive trainings, so I guess we shd just let loose and enjoy ourselves for the very last time.
Okay on a lighter note, Christmas is in a couple of days! I've prepared presents for all loved onesssss :)
Pssst.. Santa flirted with me today. I swear! Germ saw too! Hahahaha!
Things haven't been easy for any of us. It's all a growing up process, and we learn as we go along. So friends, as long as we have one another, nothing else matters. The sun will shine again one day, and till then, I'll be your shoulder to cry on.
I'm not sure if things would be any different this time round. Perhaps one day I'd look back and regret not being strong enough to just let it all go and walk away. Perhaps. But I know for sure that we'd never know if something beautiful could have come out of it if we really did choose to give up. And when you said yes I believed you, so let's give it one last final try and hopefully we'd be able to walk through this tgt.
4:06 PM
would you see what's inside, would you even care?
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Okay I know this is random but I suddenly thought of it. We saw Miss Piggy LIVE!!! She's secretly studying at SA with us and I can't believe we never realised till now. Anyway, just open your eyes and look around. Hint: 100% resemblance guaranteed!
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN! (I'm one day late here) You're finally finally finally 17 huh! Always the last one! Hope you enjoyed your big day. Love you much, as always :)
It ain't so good after all. And If I walked out that door now?
10:17 AM
There you go. Our terrible attempt to bake a chocolate cake (read: lump of shit), going crazy at the airport with our neon "signboards", wearing our really ugly clique shirts (check Tric's out), picking Germ up etc.
Happy belated birthday Germ, 1=5 loves you :)
Sometimes I wonder what I'd do without this bunch of monkey friends. I've run out of words to say, but I just hope they'd be the people I spend the rest of my life with.
1:10 AM
I've never met someone quite like you
Sorry for what I've done and put you through
We were together that night, when it all went wrong
Heaven's coming
She moves over and slides her hand in mine
The wheel slips and we cross the double line
We were together that night when it all went wrong
Heaven's coming
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
I know that it will be alright
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
You're still with me
We finally came to stop on the other side
You were still in the car, so where was I
Somebody wake me up, I swear I must be dreaming
This can't be happening, I feel her screaming
In the end
I can't breathe (I can't breathe)
I still feel your arms around me
In my dreams, you're still with me
Now I'm older, still lonely, but you're by my side
I can't help but get choked up, break down and cry
I held your last breath in my hands, but I let it go
God forgive me
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I'm confused. Just now during tuition (yes but it's over so shut up!), I received a message from Tric and it goes "Hello boonie..." And I spent the whole time thinking why I'm called Boonie. Hey, I mean she's the one who's Hui Boon okay! Imagine if I'm Boon Hsin. At least she has Tricia to make up for it, but BOON HSIN?! No offence to anyone, it's just a personal preference. But oh well, BOONIES ROCK!
That was just random.
Anyway, had a foodclub gathering last night. Due to my diet, I watched them eat good food. We played bridge and yakked non-stop. Just like the good old days.
Our twice-a-year reunion :)
Always gonna be my favourite partners!
Oh and today was good too :) Had a short lunch and catching up session with Muffins, Huishan and Shemin. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUISHAN, hope you liked the little something :)
The three bitches.
Maylene to Huishan. SO HER HUH? But oh well, she's legal and we're not.
HAHAHAHA SO CUTE! Can your baby brother fit?!
And last but not least, to my Muffins, I miss you! We've been busy with our lives and with all the family shits, we don't really get to meet every day already. But we both know that I've got your back and you've got mine! Loveeee <3
For more photos, under snaps - Outings. New album!
GERM'S COMING HOME TO US TMR! -JUMPS AROUND- Hope she bought lots of goodies back for us. She took our orders just now, so she's probably having fun at the Thailand night market now. Idiot. But I can't waittttttt! I miss that blackie so much :(
And that also means that Jan is coming back too, so Trio can FINALLY go on our Saw 2 outing! Yipee!
Christmas is on its way :)
I really hope the operation tmr will turn out fine, and my sister will be completely freed from all the pain. Please pray for her.
9:40 PM
OH GOSH I LOVE MY NEW CAM AND MY NEW PHONE SO SO SO MUCH! 1=5, back to our photo frenzies and fast uploads days :) And my new phone's my precious baby, I'm gonna treat it with tender loving care. No scratches, as far as possible. (as far as possible)
So, so, so. Some random photos for you :)
Ugly bald darling of mine.
I CAN BE VAIN TOO! Haha. I love my "LOST DOG" shirt and the pretty pink skirt Lovely Lisa got for me from Aussie :)
And I had a great great great time with Annie today :) Let the pictures do the talking.
Happy us.
Crazy us!
More photos next time la. I'm exhausted and Blogger sucks at uploading photos.
Dad's coming back tmr and so I'm gonna treat my family to dinner with my pay. I'm currently learning to be un-stingy with my family. So probably gonna go to some nice Chinese restaurant at Taka.
This is how I'm gonna spend the money - pay Yingzhen her $56, spend abt $150 on Christmas/birthday presents, spend $100 on family dinner, spend $50 on my own miscellaneous stuff (handphone screen cover, Body Shop White Musk spray etc), and save up the rest. Which is really not a lot already, but well... money spent on loved ones is money well spent :)
Oh anyway, IT'S MONDAY ALREADY! I've been a good girl. I've been keeping myself busy, taking care of myself, sleeping and eating normally... blah blah blah. But I miss you :(
It's so ironic. Those were the very questions I asked myself over and over again for the past 2 years or so. It was a kind of helplessness I couldn't quite handle. And strangely, after all the shit you put me through, all I want now, is for you to be okay.
Early early EARLY training tmr so I gotta catch some beauty sleep.
11:20 PM
Loveeeeee from Singapore all the way to Thailand <3 I'm super sore that we can't celebrate your birthday with you but WE'LL MAKE UP FOR IT! But anyhow, I hope you liked the shirt :) Enjoy yourself! (although I know that's hard without us around!)
Called Germ just now at 12am Singapore time and gonna do it again ltr at 12am Thailand time. We're so hardcore huh! (dammit, just one day with Lisa and I'm talking like her)
Well, it was a fruitful two days :)
Went out with Lisa and Jo (we got ditched by the rest) and it was more my shopping day than anyone else's. Got lingerie, a T-shirt from Zara and a halter top from Forever 21. Happy happy happy :) Had a great time eating and catching up with them too.
Today was woohoo! Went out with Mom and sister to get our new cam. LIKE, FINALLY! I seriously can't wait to use it. Photo frenzies soon, bimbos. And Mom's gonna get me a Sony Ericsson k700i tmr. So Giel and I will have twin phones! Super excited!
Tmr's Kbox day with Annie and PAY DAY!!! OH GOSH $$$$$$$$ HERE I COME!!!
On a gloomier note, I'm freaking fat. I hate it. I'm going on a crazy diet, no one's gonna stop me. It makes me want to cry just bouncing around like a big ball.
I'm really not feeling all that chirpy. In fact, I'm quite cranky now. I was barely surviving but now I'm fine. GOOD.
Gotta start on my Christmas presents soon.
12:15 AM
A moment to remember is by far, the best Korean show I've ever watched. No kidding. Well, at least for the 3 die-hard romantics... you should have seen, Maylene was on the verge of throwing a pillow at the male lead for being too bloody sweet. It's definitely worth two thumbs up.
Anyway, LISA'S back :D Had a greattttt catching-up session with her yesterday. Haven't seen her for half a year but it somehow feels the same. Going for combined clique outing later. I'm so excited to see how everyone looks now!
I CALLED GERM LAST NIGHT!!! :D I miss that stupid blackie like crazy can!!!
Oh and I hate Maylene's phone >:(
Time flies. There were good days and bad, but I must say I've had one of the best times of my life over the past two months. Like you've said before, if this was a mistake, it's definitely one making. You're my precious jem; thank you for giving me so so so much. All my love.
10:43 AM
Sent Germ and Jan off at the airport today. HURRY BACK OKAY!
I'm gonna keep myself very busy for the next week.
I got it wrong and Lisa's actually coming back tmr but I'm still q unsure abt the plans.
Tmr's movie marathon at Maylene's house with Giel, Saturday's Marche lunch with food club Stella's clique, Sunday's family day, Monday's Kbox with Annie and Siying, Tuesday's training, and hopefully Maylene, Giel and Tric will be free for me on Wednesday too. SO YOU SEE, my days are so packed and Thursday will come fast.
For now, I'm just plain bored. Probably gonna watch my show and start on my Christmas cards.
I'M AS FREE AS BIRD NOW, esp at night, so I welcome dinner dates!!!
I need a new phone, a new camera, new fbts, new lingerie, a new handphone plan (desperate), Christmas presents etc. I'm a spoilt brat who is super super super broke.
Alright, what a pointless narrate-my-week entry. Off I go.
11:11 PM
Anyway, netball camp was good. Sleeping was good (I love Tric), match was good, Malaysia was good, food was good, PT was good and the most of all, the team bonding session was good.
I won't say much abt it, except that it was worth every bit of crawling up in the wee hours. I've never felt so barenaked and comfortable with such a huge bunch of people before, but today, I know each and every single one of us truly opened up. There was no pretence, no hypocrisy. And once again, I don't know how to emphasise my love for my team.
Surprisingly, I'm not even the least bit tired. (just for now)
We're gonna have a 1=5 dinner gathering at Germ's house before she leaves for Thailand with her basketball team tmr. I ALREADY MISS GERM SO MUCH and now she's going for another week. Dammit!
AND LISA'S COMING BACK TMR! I think I'll get so excited I can't sleep tonight.
Oh and I've been bimbo-fied by June, liansss-fied by uhh.. everyone! Haha. I had tons of fun with those stupid idiots la :)
3:37 PM
I'm gonna have a real busy week and probably won't have time to come online.
We're gonna have our 3-day netball camp starting tmr and I hope it'll do us good. I'm looking fwd to it :)
After which, there'll be lots of stayovers because LISA AND JO are coming back!!! Super excited to catch up with my food club idiots.
So, miss me while I'm gone! Hahahahaha.
And I won't be able to spend time with my favourite person for 11 days :(
But I'll take care of myself well. I'll eat my meals regularly, get my 8 hours, drink lots of water, cover myself up if I'm cold, not lose my way, be careful of b****a rapists, watch my belongings... and miss you. Take care too.
10:45 PM
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say, I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry, because true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into, I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel
10:54 PM
Sometimes the most unintentional words can have the biggest impact on another. What you said really did hurt me, and now I know how it feels to crumble in the hands of a person you're supposed to trust.
And it took a lot of courage, but thank you Maylene. Thank you.
11:07 PM
We have a game against UWC ltr. It's been a week since we last played, and suddenly it feels so foreign. I'm scared. I guess we all are. It's definitely not gonna be an easy game, and I hope we'll be able to overcome it.
Finished up the L word yesterday, after so long. I must say I haven't watched such a good show for a long time. (The porn parts were WOOHOO! Hahahaha)
My teeth's been killing me so it's just been oats, porridge and ice cream for me. But it's getting better.
So thank you SANTA for the 5-flavoured tubs of Venezia icecream :) Oh and the porridge too!
i love fluffs!
i love tric! :)
(obviously that wasn't typed by me)
I hate to admit it but I don't know why I'm feeling the way I am. I guess it scared me.
If I see you next to never, how can we say forever
2:46 PM
I'M BACK! Brought back with me loads of fun, a few "newfound" friends, busy days, a happy happy happy heart, and a big tummy.
(JUNE! I was made to drink yucky black powdery constipation tea that made me sister laosai 5 times but it's not taking effect on me at all...)
So Germ finally decided to send us the Christmas-party-at-Germ's-house photos :)
SAV wasn't impressive. And having absolutley no air-con is a big big big turn-off. But well, we girls had fun having pre-symbolic move exploration, didn't we?
Us at the miniature cafHIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK: JASON'S BACK!
Like he said, it was as if he never left, as if things never even changed a single bit over the past 6 months. We gossiped, bitched, laughed, talked abt everything and anything under the sun; I missed his tears (haha), and lousy cannot-finish-my-creamy-pasta appetite, and I know he missed my "stop shaking!" whacks, and of course.. baking! Haha. It was so hard to say goodbye to him at that time, but it's amazing that the friendship we've established could still remain this way. Love love -wriggles my two fingers- :)
OG outing was good too. Back to our orientation, stress-free days.
<3<3<3So basically, that was how my last week was spent.
Today's new year's eve! Annie, Brenda and Siying are coming over for a small gathering, and Annie and I are gonna whip up yummy dishes! Haha. (And to dear Joyce, don't worry abt it. Take care of yourself and we'll all be hoping for the best.) And after which, Annie's gonna stayover and we'll have our own mini countdown with Rain! (MAYLENE, what's wrong with that HUH?!)
School's reopening. Pro: I'll get to see 1=5 every single day :) Cons: EVERYTHING ELSE.
It's a shame. Things went out of control; I was so helpless. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. This will pass.
11:45 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
We always say quality over quantity, but we all know that's bullshit.
AIYA, SOUR GRAPES. WE HAVE TO GROW UP!
On a lighter note, I'll be spending tmr with 1=5 :) We're gonna go SAV to explore! Haha how exciting huh? And then it's home for me to bake for late Christmas presents.
Oh btw, my mom and sister have been pestering me abt having a boyfriend. Reason? I talk lovey-dovey to all my friends. I think my mom even suspected Maylene. HAHAHAHA quite funny but I don't really blame her la. But it's getting on my nerves. Hmm so.. Tom Dick or Harry for you?!
Meeting Jason on Thurs, for OG lunch, and dinner with Huishan. Can't waittt :)
Happy boxing day. Goodnight world.
11:59 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
So so so, MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)
And of course, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON! I swear I've got so damn much to talk to you abt, and I'm sorry we couldn't go pick you up. PLEASE call me when you read this (if you haven't already) cause I've been trying quite desperately to find means and ways to contact you (sorry Herngliang) and I MISS YOU LIKE SO MUCH. You're FINALLY back and yes we have have have to meet up. Lots of love.
Anyway, it was a lovely lovely lovely Christmas eve spent with loved one :)
And I met up with an old friend... we go way back but Christmas has always been special to us. I never expected to share such a friendship with this friend, but I'm glad nonetheless. So Daphne, Merry Christmas :)
By the way, dinner at Germ's house was FANTASTIC and we had a great gift-exchange session. The pictures will be up soon, I promise. I'd die for 1=5, seriously.
Annie Da Joyce Siying
It's been a long time since I last did shoutouts but I just read Joyce's entry and my heart ached. She's right, we haven't done enough for one another, not this year. One whole full year flew by, and the friendships I once thought I could keep forever slowly faded out of my life. We could have spent more time, talk, eat, laugh, cry more tgt... but we didn't. We all have our new lives and we're obviously on separate roads but I just want to let the four of you know how impt you still are to me. Your friendships were what shaped me into who I am today - because of you, I've learnt to treasure and to shower every single person I love with whole-hearted sincerity. Without you, I'd never ever ever ever have known what friendship was all about. And Joyce... you're still as strong as I rmb you to be. He's watching over you, so smile every day, he's smiling with you. Never once did we falter as our sorority held us firm.
It's late and I should go get some rest. But there's this nagging feeling I can't seem to shake off...
And when the streets turn dark and the crowds clear, would we still love the way we used to? Would we?
2:12 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Reliving the classroom memories!
Our favourite activity. (We were in the middle of a mahjong game btw) MAYLENE WHERE ARE YOU
Happy Birthday Jankor :) Trio outing on WEDNESDAY, and I enjoyed every single minute :)So this was how my week has been. Baking for Christmas is shit fun, although my gingerbread man batches failed again and again. And as you can see, I've been spending time with my almost all of my favourite people in the world. Meeting Annie, Brenda, Joyce and Siying next Saturday for our late Christmas gathering :)
But today's highlight - CHRISTMAS DINNER WITH 1=5! We're going to Germ's house at night and gonna exchange presents. I'm like how super excited and yes, I'll snap lots of photos and bring it all back to show off here! Heh.
Holidays are coming to an end, and next year definitely will NOT be an easy year. We'd be juggling btn studies and intensive trainings, so I guess we shd just let loose and enjoy ourselves for the very last time.
Okay on a lighter note, Christmas is in a couple of days! I've prepared presents for all loved onesssss :)
Pssst.. Santa flirted with me today. I swear! Germ saw too! Hahahaha!
Things haven't been easy for any of us. It's all a growing up process, and we learn as we go along. So friends, as long as we have one another, nothing else matters. The sun will shine again one day, and till then, I'll be your shoulder to cry on.
I'm not sure if things would be any different this time round. Perhaps one day I'd look back and regret not being strong enough to just let it all go and walk away. Perhaps. But I know for sure that we'd never know if something beautiful could have come out of it if we really did choose to give up. And when you said yes I believed you, so let's give it one last final try and hopefully we'd be able to walk through this tgt.
4:06 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
would you see what's inside, would you even care?
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Okay I know this is random but I suddenly thought of it. We saw Miss Piggy LIVE!!! She's secretly studying at SA with us and I can't believe we never realised till now. Anyway, just open your eyes and look around. Hint: 100% resemblance guaranteed!
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN! (I'm one day late here) You're finally finally finally 17 huh! Always the last one! Hope you enjoyed your big day. Love you much, as always :)
It ain't so good after all. And If I walked out that door now?
10:17 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
There you go. Our terrible attempt to bake a chocolate cake (read: lump of shit), going crazy at the airport with our neon "signboards", wearing our really ugly clique shirts (check Tric's out), picking Germ up etc.
Happy belated birthday Germ, 1=5 loves you :)
Sometimes I wonder what I'd do without this bunch of monkey friends. I've run out of words to say, but I just hope they'd be the people I spend the rest of my life with.
1:10 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I've never met someone quite like you
Sorry for what I've done and put you through
We were together that night, when it all went wrong
Heaven's coming
She moves over and slides her hand in mine
The wheel slips and we cross the double line
We were together that night when it all went wrong
Heaven's coming
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
I know that it will be alright
Don't cry tonight, don't cry tonight
You're still with me
We finally came to stop on the other side
You were still in the car, so where was I
Somebody wake me up, I swear I must be dreaming
This can't be happening, I feel her screaming
In the end
I can't breathe (I can't breathe)
I still feel your arms around me
In my dreams, you're still with me
Now I'm older, still lonely, but you're by my side
I can't help but get choked up, break down and cry
I held your last breath in my hands, but I let it go
God forgive me
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I'm confused. Just now during tuition (yes but it's over so shut up!), I received a message from Tric and it goes "Hello boonie..." And I spent the whole time thinking why I'm called Boonie. Hey, I mean she's the one who's Hui Boon okay! Imagine if I'm Boon Hsin. At least she has Tricia to make up for it, but BOON HSIN?! No offence to anyone, it's just a personal preference. But oh well, BOONIES ROCK!
That was just random.
Anyway, had a foodclub gathering last night. Due to my diet, I watched them eat good food. We played bridge and yakked non-stop. Just like the good old days.
Our twice-a-year reunion :)
Always gonna be my favourite partners!Oh and today was good too :) Had a short lunch and catching up session with Muffins, Huishan and Shemin. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUISHAN, hope you liked the little something :)
The three bitches.
Maylene to Huishan. SO HER HUH? But oh well, she's legal and we're not.
HAHAHAHA SO CUTE! Can your baby brother fit?!
And last but not least, to my Muffins, I miss you! We've been busy with our lives and with all the family shits, we don't really get to meet every day already. But we both know that I've got your back and you've got mine! Loveeee <3 For more photos, under snaps - Outings. New album!
GERM'S COMING HOME TO US TMR! -JUMPS AROUND- Hope she bought lots of goodies back for us. She took our orders just now, so she's probably having fun at the Thailand night market now. Idiot. But I can't waittttttt! I miss that blackie so much :(
And that also means that Jan is coming back too, so Trio can FINALLY go on our Saw 2 outing! Yipee!
Christmas is on its way :)
I really hope the operation tmr will turn out fine, and my sister will be completely freed from all the pain. Please pray for her.
9:40 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
OH GOSH I LOVE MY NEW CAM AND MY NEW PHONE SO SO SO MUCH! 1=5, back to our photo frenzies and fast uploads days :) And my new phone's my precious baby, I'm gonna treat it with tender loving care. No scratches, as far as possible. (as far as possible)
So, so, so. Some random photos for you :)
Ugly bald darling of mine.
I CAN BE VAIN TOO! Haha. I love my "LOST DOG" shirt and the pretty pink skirt Lovely Lisa got for me from Aussie :)And I had a great great great time with Annie today :) Let the pictures do the talking.
Happy us.
Crazy us!More photos next time la. I'm exhausted and Blogger sucks at uploading photos.
Dad's coming back tmr and so I'm gonna treat my family to dinner with my pay. I'm currently learning to be un-stingy with my family. So probably gonna go to some nice Chinese restaurant at Taka.
This is how I'm gonna spend the money - pay Yingzhen her $56, spend abt $150 on Christmas/birthday presents, spend $100 on family dinner, spend $50 on my own miscellaneous stuff (handphone screen cover, Body Shop White Musk spray etc), and save up the rest. Which is really not a lot already, but well... money spent on loved ones is money well spent :)
Oh anyway, IT'S MONDAY ALREADY! I've been a good girl. I've been keeping myself busy, taking care of myself, sleeping and eating normally... blah blah blah. But I miss you :(
It's so ironic. Those were the very questions I asked myself over and over again for the past 2 years or so. It was a kind of helplessness I couldn't quite handle. And strangely, after all the shit you put me through, all I want now, is for you to be okay.
Early early EARLY training tmr so I gotta catch some beauty sleep.
11:20 PM
Loveeeeee from Singapore all the way to Thailand <3 I'm super sore that we can't celebrate your birthday with you but WE'LL MAKE UP FOR IT! But anyhow, I hope you liked the shirt :) Enjoy yourself! (although I know that's hard without us around!)
Called Germ just now at 12am Singapore time and gonna do it again ltr at 12am Thailand time. We're so hardcore huh! (dammit, just one day with Lisa and I'm talking like her)
Well, it was a fruitful two days :)
Went out with Lisa and Jo (we got ditched by the rest) and it was more my shopping day than anyone else's. Got lingerie, a T-shirt from Zara and a halter top from Forever 21. Happy happy happy :) Had a great time eating and catching up with them too.
Today was woohoo! Went out with Mom and sister to get our new cam. LIKE, FINALLY! I seriously can't wait to use it. Photo frenzies soon, bimbos. And Mom's gonna get me a Sony Ericsson k700i tmr. So Giel and I will have twin phones! Super excited!
Tmr's Kbox day with Annie and PAY DAY!!! OH GOSH $$$$$$$$ HERE I COME!!!
On a gloomier note, I'm freaking fat. I hate it. I'm going on a crazy diet, no one's gonna stop me. It makes me want to cry just bouncing around like a big ball.
I'm really not feeling all that chirpy. In fact, I'm quite cranky now. I was barely surviving but now I'm fine. GOOD.
Gotta start on my Christmas presents soon.
12:15 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
A moment to remember is by far, the best Korean show I've ever watched. No kidding. Well, at least for the 3 die-hard romantics... you should have seen, Maylene was on the verge of throwing a pillow at the male lead for being too bloody sweet. It's definitely worth two thumbs up.
Anyway, LISA'S back :D Had a greattttt catching-up session with her yesterday. Haven't seen her for half a year but it somehow feels the same. Going for combined clique outing later. I'm so excited to see how everyone looks now!
I CALLED GERM LAST NIGHT!!! :D I miss that stupid blackie like crazy can!!!
Oh and I hate Maylene's phone >:(
Time flies. There were good days and bad, but I must say I've had one of the best times of my life over the past two months. Like you've said before, if this was a mistake, it's definitely one making. You're my precious jem; thank you for giving me so so so much. All my love.
10:43 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Sent Germ and Jan off at the airport today. HURRY BACK OKAY!
I'm gonna keep myself very busy for the next week.
I got it wrong and Lisa's actually coming back tmr but I'm still q unsure abt the plans.
Tmr's movie marathon at Maylene's house with Giel, Saturday's Marche lunch with food club Stella's clique, Sunday's family day, Monday's Kbox with Annie and Siying, Tuesday's training, and hopefully Maylene, Giel and Tric will be free for me on Wednesday too. SO YOU SEE, my days are so packed and Thursday will come fast.
For now, I'm just plain bored. Probably gonna watch my show and start on my Christmas cards.
I'M AS FREE AS BIRD NOW, esp at night, so I welcome dinner dates!!!
I need a new phone, a new camera, new fbts, new lingerie, a new handphone plan (desperate), Christmas presents etc. I'm a spoilt brat who is super super super broke.
Alright, what a pointless narrate-my-week entry. Off I go.
11:11 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Anyway, netball camp was good. Sleeping was good (I love Tric), match was good, Malaysia was good, food was good, PT was good and the most of all, the team bonding session was good.
I won't say much abt it, except that it was worth every bit of crawling up in the wee hours. I've never felt so barenaked and comfortable with such a huge bunch of people before, but today, I know each and every single one of us truly opened up. There was no pretence, no hypocrisy. And once again, I don't know how to emphasise my love for my team.
Surprisingly, I'm not even the least bit tired. (just for now)
We're gonna have a 1=5 dinner gathering at Germ's house before she leaves for Thailand with her basketball team tmr. I ALREADY MISS GERM SO MUCH and now she's going for another week. Dammit!
AND LISA'S COMING BACK TMR! I think I'll get so excited I can't sleep tonight.
Oh and I've been bimbo-fied by June, liansss-fied by uhh.. everyone! Haha. I had tons of fun with those stupid idiots la :)
3:37 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
I'm gonna have a real busy week and probably won't have time to come online.
We're gonna have our 3-day netball camp starting tmr and I hope it'll do us good. I'm looking fwd to it :)
After which, there'll be lots of stayovers because LISA AND JO are coming back!!! Super excited to catch up with my food club idiots.
So, miss me while I'm gone! Hahahahaha.
And I won't be able to spend time with my favourite person for 11 days :(
But I'll take care of myself well. I'll eat my meals regularly, get my 8 hours, drink lots of water, cover myself up if I'm cold, not lose my way, be careful of b****a rapists, watch my belongings... and miss you. Take care too.
10:45 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say, I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry, because true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into, I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel
10:54 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Sometimes the most unintentional words can have the biggest impact on another. What you said really did hurt me, and now I know how it feels to crumble in the hands of a person you're supposed to trust.
And it took a lot of courage, but thank you Maylene. Thank you.
11:07 PM
We have a game against UWC ltr. It's been a week since we last played, and suddenly it feels so foreign. I'm scared. I guess we all are. It's definitely not gonna be an easy game, and I hope we'll be able to overcome it.
Finished up the L word yesterday, after so long. I must say I haven't watched such a good show for a long time. (The porn parts were WOOHOO! Hahahaha)
My teeth's been killing me so it's just been oats, porridge and ice cream for me. But it's getting better.
So thank you SANTA for the 5-flavoured tubs of Venezia icecream :) Oh and the porridge too!
i love fluffs!
i love tric! :)
(obviously that wasn't typed by me)
I hate to admit it but I don't know why I'm feeling the way I am. I guess it scared me.
If I see you next to never, how can we say forever
2:46 PM